Blue Bottles #1194 'Wings of Morning' Nevada City, California 2019
"I don't know but I've been thinking a lot about things other than my situation. It seems to help. Just getting away in my head does help. But man, that faith... Tough now. Trying to hold onto it constantly and I know its black and white thinking but to be real it must be total and to be true, in itself; it can't be something that drifts. But the truth is, in my head - I've been drifting a bit. Of course, there are a multitude of reasons to look away at something else but letting it slide, in my head, that just won't do for me. And my situations demand it: The weight of these things, these burdens, the whole of them deserve some kind of focused attention and a massive dose of faith. How can I for even a minute consider leaving something so necessary behind? Even for one, single, unguarded second? It is a sin to drift. Even for a second."